I already made
It’s the first time I’m attending any such event. My roommate and another female friend of ours are all going together. The roomie is all dressed up as Snowwhite (which is her fetish alias) and we just noticed that I look a bit like the evil queen in my long dark green silk skirt and the uniform corset I will be wearing.
I’m very excited!
It’s not really good, but considering that I had a mental breakdown in between and really didn’t care about the result in the first place, it is quite ok.
The important thing is: it is finally done now.
I sometimes order food because I know I have no motivation to eat at all and if I then have to MAKE food as well, then I know I really won’t eat? So I order sth because then I kind of have to?
I would really like to know what the fuck is going on with my sleeping problems. I haven’t slept properly since sometime last year and it was mostly stressrelated and has improved greatly. Anyhow, no matter when I go to sleep, I always wake up around 3am and 6am. Every single night.
And this happens although I have started taking my sleeping meds again.
I am turning into an actual German FemDom. Please send help.
This time, I can’t simply use English expressions like I always did before.
I can’t believe I actually said words like “abstrafen” today.
Thus, with him being a slave, I have to adjust quite a bit, cause I usually don’t play with slaves at all.
I didn’t have that many to begin with, but some belonged to Sir and I and are now at his place.
Sadly, I can’t really afford any of the things I was hoping to get, although I found this neat website where they sell high quality products which are reasonably priced.
And please don’t get me wrong, I love this language, especially because of all the weird exceptions and rules etc.
In my opinion, it is one of the languages most influenced by its culture (of course every language is influenced by culture, because every culture is carried by language).
Last week, I couldn’t go to class because I was doing the live show in Berlin, so a friend of mine just came to tell me what they had learned.
We had started with numbers, time etc the week before. Now, Kyoko-sensei tried to teach us the suffixes you need when counting.
You see: the Japanese don’t only count things the way we do..like
Number + thing to count
—> One Apple
The Japanese differentiate between the things they count and use different suffixes accordingly.
For example, they differentiate between
Need I say more? I am completely in love with this.
Depending on how things develop, I might get my first chance to (sexually) dominate a man. No strings attached. I won’t even be taking off my clothes.
He wil let me hurt him, tease him, deny him, torture him, tickle him…all the fun things, you know? :)
Nothing safe yet, though!