I’ve been out with friends tonight, drinking cocktails and having fun! G introduced me to two of his friends who are really cool people and who happen to be interested in BDSM! Lucky me! Seriously, I seem to attract perverts (awesome!)
Anyhow, here’s some pics of me derping around in front of a mirror. It is midnight and I am slightly drunk and happy, so it’s obviously selfie time. Please acknowledge how flawless my makeup looks after a long evening! Ha!
*throws laptop out of the window*
*sets term paper on fire*
*buries future under a pile of unfinished assignments*
Sometimes, I wonder how it must feel like to walk home at night through the darker and quieter parts of town without my heart racing with fear.
Sometimes, I wonder if I will ever stop seeing silhouettes of men behind every bush and around every corner.
Sometimes, I wonder what people must think when they see me walk in the middle of the road to stay out of reach from cars and doors.
All the time, I have to fight the fear of going out alone at night because I don’t want to let this fear restrict me.
All the time, with every step, I think about possible escape routes, think about how far I have to go until I reach the next crowded street.
All the time, my senses are going insane because I am listening so intensely for footsteps and possible threats.
All the time, I think about what I would do if I was attacked.
All the time, I think about what I would say to my rapist if I couldn’t fight him off. And sometimes, this thought makes me want to cry.
I just really have a problem with people who blame everyone and everything but themselves for their mistakes and misfortune and who wallow in self-pity 24/7 because the world is bad and mean and they are such poor baby unicorns who don’t deserve this cruel life of friendzones and forever alone guy-hood.
So obiously it is the best time to get out Dragon Age II and play all day long.
My newest project is nearly finished :) It was hard to do the writing, cause no kind of pen would work on the wall and I had to do it with a brush. I am especially happy about how well the goblet/snake thingy turned out :)
I recently stumbled upon this awesome website
You can either learn an entirely new language or practice one you already learnt at school or elsewhere. It’s completely free, all you have to do is create an account. It’s kind of like a computer game, you have lives that you can lose (which will force you to start the lesson from the beginning) and the more you learn the more xp you will get. You will also get daily reminders per mail (if you want) so that you never forget to study. It’s really fun and simple.
You can have more than one language profile, meaning you can learn several languages at once.
I am currently catching up on my French, which has been a little rusty lately.
I’ve also finally started learning Spanish (which I understand because of French and Latin but which I never had the opportunity to actively learn). I can only do so in English, because the Spanish class isn’t available in German, but that doesn’t bother me.
So far, I haven’t found a single dubious thing about this website, so I can wholely recommend it!
There was a kind of beer festival in my hometown today and I went there with my brother. I drank super delicious cherry beer and a schnaps called “blood of sarazenes”.
There was a kind of beer festival in my hometown today and I went there with my brother. I drank super delicious cherry beer and a schnaps called “blood of saracenes”.
the trip to Hamburg was mostly great!
Now my throat hurts and I just wanna do the sleep…